Confide

Hay guys it's Aulene again. I got this inspiration from a recent event that is going on. I found someone that makes me happy and the event was making me sad even though I should have been happy. So please let me know what you think.

I have always learned to confide in you.

Please don't shut me out,
I need you there.

I need you to tell me it will all be okay,
That you are still here for me
No matter what.

We struggle at times but never fight.
We have different views but agree on everything.

I call you whenever I'm bored and you don't complain.

We talk for hours on end about nothing and everything at once.

I have always learned to confide in you,

Please don't shut me out.

One question, that's all it took
to ruin it and send me into the dark.

One question

"Be mine?"

No. Not now.

Just as I was trusting you the most,

My closest to being free,

I hear it and all I know to do is run.

I have always learned to confide in you,

Please don't shut me out.

Rejection has settled and you are feeling
It's true power...

I feel it too,

but it's different than yours.

I feel lost.

I have always learned to confide in you,

Please don't shut me out.

I finally see that the light of one's love
feel its warmth, its strange sensation.

I don't like it.

Its cold sucks my light away

back into the dark.

The depths of Hell call me.

The warmth of one's love and the chill of the other back at me...

I have always learned to confide in you.

Please don't shut me out.

~Aulene


-edited AAA, Sharon