Sunday, December 22, 2013
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
I've always been nervous
Up until now
My eyes have been opened
Whilst keeping my identity I have discovered new sides of me
I have learned for myself what it's like to be alone
To rely on me
I have learned what is really wrong and what is really exaggerated
I have always been free spirited & now that I actually can be
My heart is truly happy
I've never quite been this happy with who I am.
All these experiences are creating my life story without even trying
Nothing is forced.
Each day is a journey or a discovery.
I have met so many new people whom I wouldn't trade for anything
Everything is as it should be.
The down side is missing home. Missing all who loved me first.
If you truly appreciate a person, you'll never forget them
I wouldn't be where or who I am without those people.
Your roots are your foundation.
They don't rule you the rest of your life, the rest is up to you
How you build off of that foundation is up to you.
Truly be thankful for where you are and how you got there
Everything else will fall into place.
All will be ok.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
"Nowadays" people are concerned with what they can get in return or what they look like if they do something kind or honest. Mostly just because our generation has succumbed to social media being the resource of information and advice.
Don't do what everyone tells you and certainly don't do something just because someone else does.
I understand all this, and I understand why someone wouldn't trust anyone with their heart because the fear of selfish gain.
I have always been someone to do things because in my heart I wanted to. I want to make others feel happy, I want to share my happiness, & if I am upset I want to ignore my issues and focus on theirs. It's just natural I don't even think about what the reaction may be. I guess I love.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
They've tried to keep us apart
They've tried to keep us from talking.
Yet we always manage
It keeps them all gawking.
People say it's a sin
People say it's not right.
Oh, how wrong they are
It's like this day and night.
They are the children
While we are the adults.
They act like being gay
Is worse than being in a cult.
While their mouths are open
Their minds stay shut.
They don't think things through
There's no ifs, ands, or buts.
This is the world we live in
This is how society is today.
They won't let you be yourself
You can only serve and obey.
A love story on pause
What is next to come?
There's no way of telling
It makes my mind numb.
He's the love of my life
He's the only one I want.
All the others in this world
Just stare at us and taunt.
They can be jealous
They can be mad.
It makes no difference
'Cause with him I'm glad.
Now my ranting is done
So I'll leave my enemies a token.
Here's my middle finger
'Cause mine and his love is unbroken.
Friday, August 23, 2013
Friday, August 9, 2013
Here I am in a cloud of blackness I call home.
Lost in a daze, as time flies around me.
No true north to show my way,
I feel nothing anymore
From the words he stabbed me with.
There's no way out;
I can't see my way through.
I have no purpose,
All but agony tears me to shreds.
I'm lost in the smoke,
Nowhere to be found.
No one can hear my screams.
Among the lost souls,
I see you standing there in the same wall as I.
You whisper your name to me;
I whisper mine.
Wind dissipated the smoke.
Our eyes met the windows to our souls.
We are forevermore together in strength.
We finally came to life.
We finally have been rescued.
Our love broke the barrier of the lost wall.