Self Centered

I'm lost, and destine never to be found,
Down and out not knowing where I'm going next.
Hearing you’re with her is like a hell in my mind,
Blanking out all my thoughts.

                But I’m slowly finding my way.
                My heart soars with the possibilities,
                of who I could be.
                My creativity coming back to me.

Just knowing that you're better with her than me,
Kills every inch of my soul.
I'm not the girl I was before,
And I'll never be that girl again.

          

                 The things that may have brought me to tears
                 have become my biggest strengths.
                 I have to thank you,
                 For ruining me.

Hearing your name,
Makes me draw a blank.

  

                My mind colored with new ideas,
               That blank canvas splattered with neon

Hearing your voice brings tears,
Knowing you don't love me,
Brings that irreplaceable shatter,
That makes my chest tighten.

                I can finally hear your voice,
                and know everything will be okay.
                Shard by shard,
                I’m slowly being put back together

I've lost you for good,
And I'm not sure what to do.

               I’ve found myself,
               and I have a bright future.

~Audrey

Lost Key

Regret has really been an issue for me as well with life as a factor with love as well. Letting go of someone you love but it doesn't feel right in your gut and fixing it has its limitations. If I could say anything I want to the person one last time, saying how much I care and love them how much they mean to me and my life.That I would want them back more than anything in the world but too many barriers are holding me back from flowing back into his heart.

"Lost And Cold" by faintsmile28

“I’m Lost Without You”

I.

Imagine you looking into a crystal ball, a vision of me in white walking barefoot in the snow of the forest, lost and cold without a heartbeat. You sit back and watch; save me or let me suffer more pain than I’ve already.

 

Every day I wonder if you think of me.

Every day I still remember the moments we shared,

the laughs we had,

the long moments in each other’s arms.

Every day I wonder if you know that I still exist.

II.

If I disappear, would you miss me? Or would you forget?

My heart is a glass figurine on a thin thread. As soon as it breaks it’s gone and only comes back in pieces.

Every day, I think of you, wondering if I’m still special to your heart. Or have you completely erased me from your memory?

I wish you would still be mine and mine alone…I can’t go on without you spending time with me. Then again, every time, it reminds me it’s like I’m holding onto heaven.

I wish you would say“hello,” even though you’re with her now…I’m lost without you. I can’t find my way through this lonely life. I’m trapped and can hardly breathe. I’m sinking lower and lower into darkness. I need someone who can save me! 

You can still be with her. All I’m asking is that you still care!

When I see you, you put a smile on my face. You’re always there for me when I need you. You still mean everything to me. I miss you…I love you…I couldn’t live without you!

You’re the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me, more than you will ever know…more than the stars in the sky…more than life itself…

Empty

Hey guys its Aulene!! So this is a really old piece. I probable wrote this about two years ago. It is about how I feel about a guy I couldn't have; then, the girl who got him ended up breaking his heart. It made me really upset because she had everything, and I could see how bad she had hurt such an amazing person. This may be an old piece but the feelings are still true. Please comment. Tell me about your experience like this. Everyone has one. Thanks for all your support. <3

Empty

Her chest sinks in

She feels nothing

He is broken

He feels pain

She does not look back

He cringes at the hurt in his broken heart

Sharp shards stab him from inside

His wrists bleed a maroon river

She doesn't even look back to say...

What could she say?

She hurt him and can't take it back

Everyone sees it

Everyone knows it

But her,

I loved him!

Why are you so cruel?

So heartless inside.

So empty.

Empty of emotions. Heart.

Feeling,

She is numb

I just wonder how you will feel...

When you feel his pain

The pain of sharp shards,

But your heart is gone

Leaving you empty.

~Aulene

~APLIW

Do you care?

Hello everyone~ This was inspired by a good friend of mine who was being a total *censor* a few years ago. I don't know why he was being a *censor*, but it really hurt me. Anyways, blame those stupid internet bills for the censors x] Feedback is always welcomed.

~Sharon
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She may laugh with you when you joke about her,
and she may smile at whatever you say,
whether its nice or not,
but did it ever occur to you that it might actually hurt?
That your words sting?
Do you ever think that she smiles just to cover it up?
Do you ever think that you've taken it too far?

What if you lost her as a friend?
Or do you not care?
She may act like what you say to her doesn't have an affect,
but sadly it does.

Love

Hello everyone! This is just a mini rant I wrote a long time ago. I mean long as in years ago, but the usage and meaninglessness of "love" still irks me even to this very day... and probably will for the rest of my life. Any-who, I hope you guys like it.

~Sharon

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Love

A simple term.

A term that is normally used to express ones' feelings.

A term that is close to hate.

A term that is overused.

A term that is getting closer and closer to losing its purpose.

A term that is used to describe almost everything.

There's nothing wrong with using this term.

However when you hear this term constantly, it begins to lose its meaning.

What term would you use next if 'love' becomes meaningless?