Out of the Blue

"Suicide Obsession" by loveneedstragedy

Hey guys it's Aulene!!!

This week's piece is a little morbid. I am writing this because I have a friend named Avery who committed suicide this past week (which is why I did not post last week), and it is all I can really think about. It just caught me and everyone else off guard. It was an upsetting event that really stuck with me.

Have you guys ever been in this situation? It's comforting to know that I am not the only one.

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Out of the Blue

So here I am

Sitting alone

Just thinking

About how awesome

How awesome that gun looks

I just want to end it

I don't like my life

I can't handle what I am given,

which is...

Nothing

I am given nothing

Nothing to keep me here

No reason to move on

No reason for another beating heart

I'm just a waste of air and space

No one loves me

And no one will miss me

So here I sit

Just thinking

And I think I want to stop thinking

Life isn't worth it

So much darkness

Not enough light

So I will find my own light

On the other side

I love you with all my heart

You were always there

You were the best  person I have ever known

A free spirit

A kind heart

A true heart

I will miss you

I notice you

I never took you for granted

I looked forward to...

To seeing you every day

Because you helped me

You made me smile

You always made me feel good

Even if you yourself,

Were at rock bottom

Always smiling

No one would have guessed

How bad you hated it all

And how bad you wanted to end it

It just caught me...

Off guard

It was so random

Just so...

Out of the blue

R.I.P Avery Moras

~Aulene

~APLIW