Forget You

"Alone in the Crowd" by DeadlyCase

Hey guys it's Aulene!!!! OK so some of you might recognize the first two lines. They are from an Aerosmith song. I was listening to that song earlier, and, when I heard those lines, I felt like I needed to write about it. At the beginning it was just about the song and writing, but it grew into something more. Right now I am not on good terms with my best friend of two years and it has been hard on me. Throughout writing this I realized that I was strong enough to stand without her and I didn't need someone who would hold me down.
Let me know your personal experience with this. Everyone has one. 
Thanks everyone for the support! <3

Forget you

I.

"I was crying when I met you"

"Now I'm trying to forget you"

  

I try so hard

To forget

Holding back is easy

Forgetting is hard 

I fall

Feeling my heart pound

Sobs choke me

Stopping my breath

I gasp, desperately searching for air

Feeling hot tears sear my cheeks

I cringe at the pain

Feeling the blood leave my body

Yet I fight

Fight for the right to live

I stand and face it

Face the fact that you're gone

A sharp pain hits my chest

I collapse, knowing it's the end

At that point I look up and say

"I don't need you"

II.

I jump up

In the safety of my own room

In confusion I search myself

Not finding a scratch

It was all a dream

With a hidden message

I can do it

I can stand on my own

I don't need you

I never did

Though now I am different

I stand taller

People all wonder

All question

"What happened?"

"Why did you change?"

I look at them

The questions filling their eyes

The answer is simple

Right in front of you

It's amazing how much a person can change,

When they realize they have no other choice.

~Aulene

~APLIW