Tuesday, September 18, 2012


"Choose your by" =WouterPera

Hey guys it's Aulene. I am sorry about missing some weeks lately. A lot of stuff is going on. One of the things is actually the inspiration for this week’s piece.

There is a guy here who has a really bad past but is an awesome guy and another guy in Colorado who I have liked for a long time—but can’t be with him because of the distance. So this piece is describing them and their past. Both of them are just looking for love and both of them will stop at nothing to find it.

I know this is a very different style of writing for me.
I want desperately to hear all of your opinions. Let me know what you think. 

Have you ever had an experience with this?
If so let me know.
Who did you choose?
Did it work out? 

I love you guys to death. Thank you for all the wonderful support. 
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It's Complicated

       One here
                                                                                                                                  One there
                       One is lost
                                                                                                            One is determined
                                      One's younger
                                                                                              Ones older
                                                      But one thing
                                                                              Remains constant
 They understand

They get my situation

They fight

     He wants a chance
                                                                                                                                  He's scared
                     He want to love
                                                                                                      He doesn't want to loose
                                            With fear of rejection
                                                                            With fear of emptiness
Both in love
Both fighting
For one goal
ONE dream


Both broken
Trying to pick up the peaces
Act as if it's all OK

   Ones's very open
                                                                                                                                  One requires trust
                       One through poetry
                                                                                                      One through action
                                                     Yet both eyes
                                                                             Tell a story

  Stories of betrayal
                                                                                                                                  Stories of death
                                     Of abandonment
                                                                                                           Of loss
Both of pain

Learning to love
It's not to late
It's never to late

    Used and abused
                                                                                                                                    Left in the cold
                    Once there, now gone
                                                                                                           From a kiss to a casket
                                          At her own heartless will
                                                                            Against his love, she was ill

I feel it
Their love
Their honesty
Their pain

A constant reminder
The past is real
Their bleeding scars

Once smooth and unseen
Non-existent with no pain
I can't help but wonder

Can I help?
Or is it a setup?
To cause more pain?

           "I miss your hugs"
                                                                                                               "I miss hearing your voice"
                                       Both sweet
                                                                                                Both trying
                                                       Both fighting
                                                                              For one girl


So tell me,

Who do I choose?



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