Complications

"Choose your by" =WouterPera

Hey guys it's Aulene. I am sorry about missing some weeks lately. A lot of stuff is going on. One of the things is actually the inspiration for this week’s piece.

There is a guy here who has a really bad past but is an awesome guy and another guy in Colorado who I have liked for a long time—but can’t be with him because of the distance. So this piece is describing them and their past. Both of them are just looking for love and both of them will stop at nothing to find it.

I know this is a very different style of writing for me.

I want desperately to hear all of your opinions. Let me know what you think. 

Have you ever had an experience with this?

If so let me know.

Who did you choose?

Did it work out? 

I love you guys to death. Thank you for all the wonderful support. 

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It's Complicated

   

       One here

                                                                                                                                  One there

                       One is lost

                                                                                                            One is determined

                                      One's younger

                                                                                              Ones older

                                                      But one thing

                                                                              Remains constant

    

 They understand

They get my situation

They fight

     He wants a chance

                                                                                                                                  He's scared

                     He want to love

                                                                                                      He doesn't want to loose

                                            With fear of rejection

                                                                            With fear of emptiness

Both in love

Both fighting

For one goal

ONE dream

Love

Both broken

Trying to pick up the peaces

Act as if it's all OK

   Ones's very open

                                                                                                                                  One requires trust

                       One through poetry

                                                                                                      One through action

                                                     Yet both eyes

                                                                             Tell a story

  Stories of betrayal

                                                                                                                                  Stories of death

                                     Of abandonment

                                                                                                           Of loss

Both of pain

Learning to love

It's not to late

It's never to late

    Used and abused

                                                                                                                                    Left in the cold

                    Once there, now gone

                                                                                                           From a kiss to a casket

                                          At her own heartless will

                                                                            Against his love, she was ill

I feel it

Their love

Their honesty

Their pain

A constant reminder

The past is real

Their bleeding scars

Once smooth and unseen

Non-existent with no pain

I can't help but wonder

Can I help?

Or is it a setup?

To cause more pain?

           "I miss your hugs"

                                                                                                               "I miss hearing your voice"

                                       Both sweet

                                                                                                Both trying

                                                       Both fighting

                                                                              For one girl

Me

So tell me,

Who do I choose?

~Aulene

~APLIW