You'll never know.

You'll never know how perfect I try to be for you.

I love you enough to drop everything now and run to you.

But emotions become overpowering and cause us to stray.

I promise to control it, but I can't promise I'll change..

Life hits hard. If I am unhappy it's just a cry for help and arms to hold.

I never blame you for the unhappiness...but sometimes it'd be nice for you to see what I go through. To help you understand I don't make this stuff up.

(Thanks for reading my venting)