Patience

There is so much more that I wish I could tell you 

It feels like I am keeping secrets from you 

I want to tell you everything that I am feeling

It’s exploding from every fiber of my being

I can’t say it, it’s on tip of my tongue

Every moment I’m around you

My reality falls apart

And you are the only thing precious to me

Are these feelings real? 

Should I trust them? 

Or just toss away this love I know? 

It seems that everything is falling into place

Am I dreaming? 

Do you see what I see? 

Do you feel what I feel? 

I pray every night 

Asking God if you are the one

I can hear him say 

“Patience my son” 

It is so hard

But I am willing 

I will wait, I will always wait for you.